I'M TRYING

Tired with everything! Assignments, friends.........All........

Sometimes I don't get why those people will talk out that kind of words...

Is it your brain masuk air or what. You're 21 already la boss. Don't act like a KID (this isn't a compliment!!!)

Well, I bet if I treat you in the way you treated me, I am pretty SURE, GUARANTEE you will say f***!!
Yea, then why you do this to others??? Be considerate la dear boss.

All of us stressing because of a lot of things. But don't put your own emotion to others. 

You can just beh song but don't say shit words to others which is not related to the topic.

I don't wanna become baby sitter for you.

Through out all of this, I can surely figure it out who is true friend and who is not.
Yea, seriously, I won't say a single dirty word to my friends if I really treat them as FRIEND.

I won't categorize my friends like ohh, this gang is my normal friend, this gang is my best friend, this gang is my assignment partner only after thing done you go hell. Grow up, everybody has their own role, everybody is not perfect, that is why I appreciate all of you.

Yupz, all the people I know have same level in my heart.

I also need people to understand me, but I won't blame this blame that say nobody cares me as everybody got their own stuffs to busy. 

Can't find a single person to talk the thing inside my heart. Perhaps, I am the one who doesn't want to express it out. So, sometimes I just like to be quiet and try to peace up my mind.
I won't simply abandon someone unless it is a big matter that I can't forgive.

But, world has changed, people nowadays will only follow what is on trend.

People say f*** I say f*** lo, now naked is popular then I naked lo.

HAHA. Why, you don't have your own thought is it. All follow people.

People who doesn't have their own thought will easily affected by people.

Go where do what also follow people.

Without understand a real situation then judge this judge that like a pro judges.
Don't let your eyes tell you what is going on.

Let your mind and heart and mouth judge it.

You gotta be rational and considerate and ask if it is needed.

Everybody has their own problems, not only you. So, be mature and do thing like a boss, not become bastard like a boss.

The term "mature" doesn't mean you gotta be very serious and make that kind of serious face all the time.
For me, mature is you know what you need to do at when and where. 

Most important, speak the right word!

I don't care if you being childish and sing naninanipupu to me anytime, this doesn't mean you are childish but you got to know what you need to do and get your own stuffs done after you sing and not only talk useless thing anytime anywhere. I am sick of this. 

I think recently I will suddenly very quiet, don't feel like wanna talk at all. But quiet doesn't mean I am not happy.

I am just feeling tired. You can't expect people keep HAHAHA with you. People will get tired even though you are still feeling energetic. 

I have learned a lot this semester. 

People who say I LOVE YOU to you will leave you suddenly without saying a bye. 

People who you thought are FRIEND will actually treat you as an enemy in their heart and keep compare with you. *scary +___+* But it is ok, you let me know I am better than you. Thanks mate. ^^V

People who you love with your soul and heart will not give a damn at all. The person will even tell you he dreamed of other girls. ~!@#%& 

NEVERMIND, it is ok, you train me to become stronger. Thanks!