Again, Confuse, Feeling Grey ...

I feel weird this few days. Can't describe the feeling. Just, weird. HAHAHA...

Talked with kf last night. He told me : If you found out that you fall in love with that guy, go ahead la, scare what o? Chase your love is not an embarrassing thing what.

Yea, scare what? I don't know. I guess I just scare reject by people. 

He is a cool guy. Cool until I can feel a thing block in front of me and him when we talk. But when we started to know each other, hmmm, he is a caring guy. Yea, I won't forget the thing. It is just too sweet. Wanna know what is that? Shhh, secret!!! He is talkative sometimes but not as talkative like me. I am 3 8 po. HAHA....That's what my dear potato call me. But I know she likes to 8 with me <3 By the way, I miss you ah potato...Your dear fanshu very boring at Kampar. Aikss...Should follow you to go Ipoh. (you know what i mean? hiak hiak hiak)

Well, lets get back to the topic. Yea, why I scare being reject by people? I don't know lehhhhhhh...because i feel sucks when people reject me especially in LOVE. Yea, that's why I tell myself, I swear I won't let him know I like him as I scare I can't "survive" in this little Kampar anymore as too many people know him. I scare people will talk bad behind me. Although I know fall in love with somebody is a normal thing. But I just too SCARE to LOVE T__T Luckily I still not yet fall in love with him, just started to admire and wanted to know more about him. But you know la, he is cool ma!!! @_@|||  

T_____Tv peace~~~

Irene asked me to enjoy this moment. Yea, perhaps I don't have the chance to stay close with him anymore next time. 

By the way, I really hate it when guys advice me. Like itu kf lo. Because they are more rational, they would not think too much like girl does. When they talk, they just tell you the fact, won't try to console you. I dislike you kf. But, thank you! HAHAHA!!!

Now all I need to do is, close the lappy and go study for my final... ... ... ... HAHAHA. And stop think too much of course. 順其自然！勉強沒幸福的啊！

Random pic from last sem. HAHA, funny! Greece style.

Suddenly miss that moment. =)

Well, I love GREY very much. The background of my blog is grey color too. Friends do complain that why I like emo colors such as Dark Blue, Grey, Dark Red, Black. Haha. Just feel more comfortable with that kind of colors. I love the mysterious feeling from these colors ^^V But the fact is my school bag and bottle are all bright cute colors. xD Sometimes I will wear grey shirt, grey pants, grey slippers to go out. My cousin said: You always wear whole body same color de hor xD haha!!!

I Am Just A Normal Human Being

Long time do not update my blog. I can't believe that PR student life is that busy. Busy with event and coursework but mostly busy thinking stupiak stuffs in my mind T^T

I also hope that I can live happily without worrying, but, aiksss, my style la..Always worry like an ah po.
Being very straight forward recently as I think that it is not good to keep those bad things inside my heart. It is unfair to both side. For me, I will feel pek cek if I keep the thing in my heart. For others, they have the right to know what is in my mind. I found out that it is stupid when you keep everything inside your heart and make yourself suffer.

Finally I had letting go something which should be let go from long time ago. I am glad that I did it. I proved that time can heals everything. Yea, for you, I sincerely hope that time could heal your scar too. I know I am not a good listener or perhaps I am not the suitable one for you to blaaaa all your troubles, but I hope you have a happy life. Peace~~ ^^V 

Joined Utar Run last Sunday and you know what, I can't believe that I finished the 12km run without stopping. I believe that mental is really much more important than physical condition. I remember I almost cry when look at the hill after came out from westlake housing area. My feet got twisted and I forgot to cut the nails of my toe, so it affected my speed that day. But I just kept telling myself "cindy, you can do it, remember the people who support you, who love you, keep going" HAHA. I know it sounds funny, but believe me, it worked!

My friends said i fall in love recently. Ermm, do I? haha.. I not sure. I don't think so. I wanna let my heart rest for a while so I am not gonna let myself fall in love with any guy. My heart needs some rest. I don't want to have such gloomy days anymore. So, all I do recently are focus on my assignments and study for final.

Ahhh, final exam, my lover...I Love You, I hope you Love me too~~ I don't wanna repeat any subject. >_<

hmm, need to write too many things but the rest just let it stay in my heart la. 

To: people around me

I LOVE YOU!
THANKS FOR STAY BY MY SIDE WHEN I WAS DOWN!
*Hug Hug*

From: cindy

HaHa.

I'M TRYING

Tired with everything! Assignments, friends.........All........

Sometimes I don't get why those people will talk out that kind of words...

Is it your brain masuk air or what. You're 21 already la boss. Don't act like a KID (this isn't a compliment!!!)

Well, I bet if I treat you in the way you treated me, I am pretty SURE, GUARANTEE you will say f***!!
Yea, then why you do this to others??? Be considerate la dear boss.

All of us stressing because of a lot of things. But don't put your own emotion to others. 

You can just beh song but don't say shit words to others which is not related to the topic.

I don't wanna become baby sitter for you.

Through out all of this, I can surely figure it out who is true friend and who is not.
Yea, seriously, I won't say a single dirty word to my friends if I really treat them as FRIEND.

I won't categorize my friends like ohh, this gang is my normal friend, this gang is my best friend, this gang is my assignment partner only after thing done you go hell. Grow up, everybody has their own role, everybody is not perfect, that is why I appreciate all of you.

Yupz, all the people I know have same level in my heart.

I also need people to understand me, but I won't blame this blame that say nobody cares me as everybody got their own stuffs to busy. 

Can't find a single person to talk the thing inside my heart. Perhaps, I am the one who doesn't want to express it out. So, sometimes I just like to be quiet and try to peace up my mind.
I won't simply abandon someone unless it is a big matter that I can't forgive.

But, world has changed, people nowadays will only follow what is on trend.

People say f*** I say f*** lo, now naked is popular then I naked lo.

HAHA. Why, you don't have your own thought is it. All follow people.

People who doesn't have their own thought will easily affected by people.

Go where do what also follow people.

Without understand a real situation then judge this judge that like a pro judges.
Don't let your eyes tell you what is going on.

Let your mind and heart and mouth judge it.

You gotta be rational and considerate and ask if it is needed.

Everybody has their own problems, not only you. So, be mature and do thing like a boss, not become bastard like a boss.

The term "mature" doesn't mean you gotta be very serious and make that kind of serious face all the time.
For me, mature is you know what you need to do at when and where. 

Most important, speak the right word!

I don't care if you being childish and sing naninanipupu to me anytime, this doesn't mean you are childish but you got to know what you need to do and get your own stuffs done after you sing and not only talk useless thing anytime anywhere. I am sick of this. 

I think recently I will suddenly very quiet, don't feel like wanna talk at all. But quiet doesn't mean I am not happy.

I am just feeling tired. You can't expect people keep HAHAHA with you. People will get tired even though you are still feeling energetic. 

I have learned a lot this semester. 

People who say I LOVE YOU to you will leave you suddenly without saying a bye. 

People who you thought are FRIEND will actually treat you as an enemy in their heart and keep compare with you. *scary +___+* But it is ok, you let me know I am better than you. Thanks mate. ^^V

People who you love with your soul and heart will not give a damn at all. The person will even tell you he dreamed of other girls. ~!@#%& 

NEVERMIND, it is ok, you train me to become stronger. Thanks!

複雜

剛才去看了一些東西，看了後我才知道原來每次和朋友說的話在我身上用不到。
最近有個可愛的姐姐為情煩，我一直用很正經的手勢但搞笑的表情和她說: “我們女人愛一個人除了要【大方】，【體諒】，還要給他【空間】，要愛到有 class 的”

很諷刺的，剛剛看到的東西弄得我的心情從最近的 “特好” 忽然掉到谷里。
這樣形容一點都不誇張。
最近和朋友們一直三八，有他們的陪伴讓我好了很多。
但是之前一直都在懷疑的東西又再讓我看到，我握著拳頭淚不爭氣的掉下。
我當時的感受是氣憤，是悲傷，是不甘？！我也不知。或許通通都有。

朋友們，別再問我什麽事了。我不會說也不想說。或許有些朋友隱隱約約猜到了，但是別問我。真的。我好不容易放下的東西，我不想再抬起來，我也沒有力再去抬起來了。

【我一個人的失眠
一個人的空間
一個人的想念
兩個人的畫面
是誰的眼淚是誰的憔悴
灑滿地的心碎
我一個人的冒險
一個人的座位
一個人想著一個人
眼角的淚這不是錯覺】

我只想靜靜的！

我已做了的選擇，我不後悔。最近已經 upgrade 到流著淚也會笑的新招了。“想笑就笑，想哭就哭，想念就想念” 連續有兩個朋友和我說了這句話。對，自從我沒壓抑自己的思想后，心情好了很多。我相信明天會更好！

FRIEND

他，在我傷心時會陪在我身邊！

他，在我開心時會陪我大笑！

他，在我生氣時會逗我開心！

他，在我壓力時會安慰我！

他是第一個讓我這麼放心把心事說給他聽的男人。

他為朋友所付出的多過給於自己。

他就是個那麼“可愛”的男生，我稱他為 >>> 李公公 xDDD

我們在大約兩年多前認識，但在最近一年才開始熟起來。

之前半生不熟罷了。xDDD 像半生熟蛋一樣。哈哈！

我後來才發現，他真的很可愛！（我按著良心講的~）

這是之前的我們 xDDD

他看到我不高興時，會叫我出來，別悶在房間自己一個不開心。

而且他知道我不開心的原因永遠只有一個~~~ ~~~ =(

每次他只會說一句 “忘了他吧！你有我們！我們一直在你身邊的！”

你們看，你們看，一個大男人說這種話不可愛嗎？（可愛 *vomit*）^^V

我第一次去唱 K 時，那天心情剛好爛透了，

他在那裡看到我忽然不出聲就叫我，然後和另一個可愛的男生對我扮鬼臉。

哈哈，一個小動作，但我一直記得。

還有次三更半夜幫我抓蟑螂敲到頭破血流。

天啊，心痛死了，應該多敲幾下的 xDDD

哈哈！沒有啦，我真的覺得對不起你到差點哭出來了 T___T

第一次和他一起吃晚餐，他“陪”我一起吃素。

哈哈！可能他那天心血來潮想吃。

但我卻莫名的感動。

因為如果那個地方有葷和素，在我記憶中，沒一個朋友會和我一起吃素。

他是第一個。

除了我哥哥，他是第一個煮給我吃的人。

還特地煮了適合我吃的義大利面。

那個義大利面真的不錯啦，別再說煮的很難吃了。=)

他也是第一個除了我媽，會煮糖水給朋友的人。

雖然真的很甜~~~~ I'm anti sugar girl. Peace~~~ ^^V
哈哈！

他是第一個除了我哥和我一起合照的男人。

他的身高很長。xDDD

Masquerade Night 那天我穿了4寸高跟鞋的 T___T

稱讚他高，他叫我 "shao pei"。頂你的肺！ xD

他是典型的吃貨！

或許因為這樣所以他的願望是開家餐廳~

祝你成功~~~~！！！

看~他的臉大過碗~媽媽，我怕怕~

第一次要去看熱氣球但太熱了，氣球升不起 =(((

=)

還有很多很多就不寫了。只能說句  謝謝你！

好吧~最後送上一句你的經典話 >>> he sot sot dei de 

xDDDDDDDDDDD
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA 每次看到你打這句話出來我真的笑不停！！！

Random

huff~~~ well, I think this few weeks are really sucks. I plan to loss 6kg before my birthday in August, but ended up with got injured at my left knee. So, I got to stop exercise for almost 2 weeks. It was torturing & my baby Max was very boring!!! I messed up my plan. Now I just realised the only way I can forget a person is stop contacting with the person and find an activity which suit myself. I found mine which is exercise. But got to stop due to the injury. I found out that when I stop exercising, my life went back like last semester. Miss a person everyday, doing nothing, only MISS...macam orang gila!!! Sometimes I will talk to myself ask myself don't be so stupid. But I just can't get rid of this!!!

There are a lot of things inside my heart. I just don't know how to put it down. It is torturing when you put all the things inside your heart. Sometimes when people ask me how are you, the only thing I can answer is "Yes, I'm Damn Fine!!!" although I am not. T___T

I joined an event yesterday and saw a tall guy. Finally my target is a TALL guy... ...Well, why I purposely highlighted TALL?!! Because my ex and the boy I love all not taller than 170cm. >_<||| The boy I met last night I think he has 185cm above. When my friends know I got "sot" by him, almost all of them scold me and ask me don't be stupid~~~erkk, and they always say I have weird taste =(  WHY WHY WHY~~~Because he is a clubber & he is very "friendly" as long as you are a GIRL. =( sad case. Ermm, why I suddenly interested with him? Because he was standing behind me that night, I turned back then he made a "hi" sign and smile to me. OMG!!! My friend said I was lucky because he seldom smile but in fact I kept seeing his smile that night. HAHAHA. He was cute! =)

Sad case again, my heart already has an owner T___T So, even I am interested with that guy, I will not try to know him or keep in touch with him. My cousin and friends seem like more "high" than me. They kept asking me to find where is the guy just now when we were at hall for Talent Time Night 2013. I even received 2 messages from my cousin. The contents are >> "i saw ur XX at new town" "he sits at last 2nd row". HAHAHA. Ai yo, my cousin was so cute. Luckily the gang went out half way just now. Maybe go to club =( or else my cousin definitely will push me to him if she sees him >_<||| Thanks God!

Promise???

What does "promise" mean to all of u?
For me, it is just like a string connecting between both of us.

But once one side fail to do what has been promised, 
the string breaks and the connection breaks off.

When we were small, we used to write "friend forever", "love you forever".
As time goes by, we know sometimes "forever" is just a word unless you really manage your relationship well.

How many people can have a friendship or relationship which last forever?
I am personally admire those who can maintain their friendship or relationship for long time. Salute!
It is not an easy thing.
Human being changes every second. We are lover this second, next second I am cursing you.
Yea, this happen in every corner in the world. Sigh~

I remember you told me you will love me forever, but now you are gone.
I remember you said we are friend forever, but now you are gone.
I remember you said you will be by my side whenever I need you, but now you are gone.

Now all I have is just memory.
Recall back the past memory can be happy or grieved.
But we can't change anything.
What we can change is our heart but not theirs.
Sad!

I am still the girl who promise will always be by your side.
Be your friend.
But you are not the person who promise will be by my side anymore.
I don't know since when you are far away from me.

By the way, wish you have a bright future my dear friend.
You know right I am always me.
I may not be perfect for you but I am still the girl who promise you will be by your side forever.
I said it and I mean it.

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sometimes time doesn't fix those bloody hell problems.

so, what should i do with those bloody hell problems?

那個他

這幾天大家都在討論大選成績，
希望都別輕舉妄動~
God Bless Our Nation!


過多幾個小時就要回親愛的家了，
好久沒回家。
現在吃飽，自己看著 [我的女友是九尾狐]
這部連續劇我看了很多次。
看不厭。
或許是被尾狐那股傻勁吸引吧。


那純純的愛。
爲了他，她流淚。
爲了他，她必須離開。
爲了他，她必須消失。
爲了他，她必須瞞著他自己會死掉。
多麼偉大。
現實生活或許有些人也做著同樣的事情吧。
只不過發生的幾率少之又少。


男主角知道她不是人類后也甘願陪著她，守著她。
明明自己的父母在動物園車禍讓他有童年陰影，
爲了她，他陪著不知情的她到動物園去，
爲了她，他冒著生命危險也要救她。
他陪著她倒數著成為人類的日子。
但不知其實死亡即將降臨。


裏面的一首歌唱到~

“我還不懂得愛情，所以無法走得更近
可我不爭氣的心臟，為何總是跳個不停
你總是在我眼裡打轉，無法視而不見
對這份無法成就的愛情，我的心真的好痛”

這首歌根本就是為我而寫的。
那種痛真不是普通的痛。
並不奢望和你成為情侶，
只不過愛著你真的是不知如何形容那種感覺。

還有一首更慘，簡直就是在說我 T^T

“說我在等你，倒像是辯解
不想給你負擔，卻還總是抓住你
我要愛的人啊，請你看看我
即使我的相貌不同，可這份心卻是一樣”

之前爲了不要自己煩你，
我還在電腦貼 note 提醒自己。
但卻還是放不下，不停的煩你。
天啊~~~你會原諒我的 hor？ >___<|||
或許我該停止流淚，離開，消失。
這樣對大家或許是不錯的結局，對吧。
之前考試，沒時間亂想。
好啦，現在考完試了，頭腦又欠打了！ >___<|||

~~~珍惜~~~

人真的是要學會珍惜身邊的一切
除了家人，朋友，愛人，
生命，空氣，食物這些何嘗不是我們應該珍惜的呢...

還記得去年一個朋友癌癥去世，
我竟然是看了他的 Facebook 才知道。
天曉得我有多傷心。
我頓時泣不成聲 T^T
真的是很傷心。
雖然我們不是很要好的朋友，
但是，我珍惜你出現在我的生命里。
本來想去抱著隔壁房的姐姐痛哭。
不過，她男友剛好來，怕嚇到他 T^T
所以我就開著水蹲在廁所裡大哭。

最近 JJ 林俊傑的新歌真的是讓我不停想起我這已在遠方的朋友。
“修煉愛情” 這首歌是送給之前暗戀 JJ 的一位女生。
但這女生卻不幸在一場飛機事故中去世。
當時在飛機上的人無一倖免 T^T
過後她的親戚把她的遺物交給 JJ,
他才曉得這女生真的很愛他。
因為她把 JJ 的照片放在她的錢包裡 T^T
自從聽過這首歌後，每次聽每次哭。
不知如果有天我忽然消失了，
心裡的那個他會在某時某刻忽然想起我嗎？
對啊！生命就是那麼脆弱！
所以有時我甘願不要臉的做一些事，
好過以後才一直說“早知道，早知道”
這個世界上沒那麼多“早知道”
當一切都發生后才來早知道那不是已太遲了嗎？？？

有時我們真的應該珍惜身邊的一切事 & 物！
或許明天我就不在這世上了呢？
你真的那麼確定自己能長命百歲嗎？
確定現在不做的事老了不會後悔？
或許我們應該從一堆不如意的事情來學習成長。
全部事情都有上天的美意！=)
少抱怨自己臉太大，腰太粗，沒人愛，別人不瞭解我。
有些人車禍少了半張臉，有些人腰以下就沒有腿了。
不是沒人愛，是你沒去愛人。
不是別人不瞭解你，是你不曾嘗試瞭解人。

每次看到別人沒把盤上的東西吃乾淨，
心裡會很不舒服。
想幫他們都吃乾淨。
有人和我說過：“我今天已經儘量吃到很乾淨了”
天啊！明明還有一大堆米粒和菜。
你知道這世上有多少人沒得吃嗎？？？
你試下餓三天不吃或許你才瞭解他們的感受。
記得小時候媽媽帶我出去吃，
有一次那個飯檔的 uncle 叫我改次多點去吃。
他說我去的話他就不用洗碗了，因為我都吃得超乾淨。
別人的小孩都不會自己吃到那麼乾淨。
當時我媽媽笑了很久。
哈哈！或許我現在的身材是從小就開始“培養”了的。
Thanks God！我竟然從小就有這良好習慣 xD

所以，對一切的事 & 物請 珍惜，珍惜，珍惜！！！
=)

~我是母獅子~

好像自從這個semester 開始，很多人都說我很大膽。

其實我也不想的。哈哈。

只是沒辦法，我不想做溫室裡的小花。

但是，這所謂的大膽背後是要付出不少的。

背後流了多少淚，心有多酸也只有自己知道。

還記得當初foundation 選perak campus，

很多人都問 爲什麽不選PJ campus，因爲家就在KL 啊。

但是我偏偏選離家遠的地方，因為我想學習獨立！

果然，搬來後整整哭了一個月。

哈哈。現在想起來，我的決定是對的！

那時的我依賴性特別強。

我還記得連在McDonalds 買東西我都要朋友陪。

但是，漸漸的我適應了一個人的日子。

自己搭巴士回KL，

自己在陌生的地方等車，

自己走天橋。哈，不然我現在還是怕走天橋。

去年九月，剛好親愛的 Big Bang 將要開演唱會。

我想了很久，

要用做part time 所存的錢去看演唱會還是去旅行？

經過一般思考後，我決定出國見識世界！=)

我就這樣自己一個飛到 Bangkok去。

朋友知道後都嚇壞他們。哈哈！

難得我第一次那麼大膽。

但是，到機場時其實我很怕的。

自己一個飛出國和之前 KL-Sabah 來回是不一樣的。

飛了大約一小時後遇到氣流，飛機震的很厲害。

我當時想，不會有事吧。心裡只能默默祈禱。

還好平安到達 Bangkok。

而且泰國的朋友對我很好。

我很高興能住他們家讓我真正瞭解那裡的文化。

回來時因為是從 Bangkok International Airport 回來，

那裡很嚴，不像馬來西亞 LCCT。哈哈。

在回來時被沒收了幾樣東西 T^T

而且回來時又遇到恐怖的氣流。

哈哈。

不過倒是學了不少東西！=)

而今年的我也遇到了不少讓我難以忘記的事情。

年頭時在新加坡無端端被親戚在大庭廣眾下大罵，

而且還罵我家人，

我一氣之下自己走掉。厚著臉皮去店裡借電話。

那裡 customer service 的人很好，他給了我幾毛新幣打電話。

然後，自己在陌生的國家走了幾個小時才找到巴士站回馬來西亞。

但是媽媽的朋友知道後就去找我，安排地方讓我住一晚。

還好有他。我自己一個在那裡轉了很多趟mrt 。

當然，我很對不起那晚麻煩到的人。

我並不是任性，只是，我也是人，

我沒辦法吞得下這口氣！

你惹我就好，別拖我家人下水，他們沒得罪你！

開學后，有些人都會說：“wah, cindy你做麼敢這樣子的？”

LOL！因為我不喜歡拖拖拉拉。*雖然有時還是會 xD*

所以有時看到一群人在那裡想了很久要去哪裡時，

我會直接說我要去哪裡然後走掉。

因為我沒辦法站在那裡浪費時間。xD

有時連要找老師也不敢進去。

在那裡推來推去誰去敲門。

所以我又很“大膽”的直接敲門進去。HAHA

不然就要站門外幾個小時了。

我很感謝在我生命中有這些高興，不高興的經歷。

它們都讓我成長，變得更勇敢，堅強。

相信我能一直勇敢下去！

=)

Mixed Feelings

真的是~~~百感交集~~~本來以為放得下的，
以前的我不是很man的嗎？
拿得起放的下，但現在的我優柔果斷。

最近在朋友身上學到一句很棒的話，
“ perfect 的不一定適合你，還是找一個suitable 的！”
這句話說得真好！
找到 perfect 的人，但是卻不適合，那還真是沒辦法永遠一起。

被感動的戀情是不能持久的。
當感動沒有時，愛的感覺也隨著 bye bye~~~
那當初又何必因為感動而在一起呢？
到最後傷害了彼此，那道裂痕永遠在那裡。

最近一直在聽這首歌 >>> Emeli Sande - Read All About It
I wanna sing, I wanna shoutI wanna scream till the words dry outso put it in all of the papers,i'm not afraidthey can read all about itread all about it oh yea, i'm not afraid, please read all about it !
Well, all the best to my av exam tomorrow ^^V

終於有Blog 啦~ 本來應該讀書的，但是 study mood 沒有 on =(

其實想了很久要不要寫blog。因為我有在寫日記了。不過那日記我好像沒辦法寫下去。越寫心情越糟 =( 。哈哈！也是因為某些因素我才寫的。真的覺得我很笨。人有時做的事情好像真的只爲了感動自己。 哈哈！

昨天第一次唱K。那種明明很怕mic但新歌一開始時就有2-3支mic在你面前叫你唱的感覺真的很恐怖~ >____<||| 不過，祝你生日大快樂啊姐姐^^。

這幾天都在emo。不，應該說整個semester都在emo。sad~還好有一群天使在我身邊聽我傾述。
不然我會瘋的。.____.

首先就是有一個很可愛的男生，他可以算是唯一一個在我傷心時能安慰我的男生。他說的話真的讓我覺得很窩心。尤其是那句“we understand you”。
接下來就是一個蠻喜歡欺負我的男生，他是第一個向我說：“你傷心時請跟我說，我把我的肩膀借給你。” 哈哈！ so sweet!
然後就是一班姐妹。雖然有一個才認識短短幾個月，但我們的平率很接近。謝謝你不停忍受我的 love story。哈哈。you are such a great listener ^^
然後還有一個我真的很佩服的姐姐。她可以包容她身邊那些討厭的人。哈哈。如果是我我會直接 ignore 掉。而且我也終於讓你知道了一件事情。沒想到你的反應是如此的冷靜，而且還給我勸告。天啊。你簡直就是天使嘛 ^^
當然還有很多陪伴我的人，真的謝謝你們。^^

好，得空再繼續寫~