huff~~~ well, I think this few weeks are really sucks. I plan to loss 6kg before my birthday in August, but ended up with got injured at my left knee. So, I got to stop exercise for almost 2 weeks. It was torturing & my baby Max was very boring!!! I messed up my plan. Now I just realised the only way I can forget a person is stop contacting with the person and find an activity which suit myself. I found mine which is exercise. But got to stop due to the injury. I found out that when I stop exercising, my life went back like last semester. Miss a person everyday, doing nothing, only MISS...macam orang gila!!! Sometimes I will talk to myself ask myself don't be so stupid. But I just can't get rid of this!!!
There are a lot of things inside my heart. I just don't know how to put it down. It is torturing when you put all the things inside your heart. Sometimes when people ask me how are you, the only thing I can answer is "Yes, I'm Damn Fine!!!" although I am not. T___T
I joined an event yesterday and saw a tall guy. Finally my target is a TALL guy... ...Well, why I purposely highlighted TALL?!! Because my ex and the boy I love all not taller than 170cm. >_<||| The boy I met last night I think he has 185cm above. When my friends know I got "sot" by him, almost all of them scold me and ask me don't be stupid~~~erkk, and they always say I have weird taste =( WHY WHY WHY~~~Because he is a clubber & he is very "friendly" as long as you are a GIRL. =( sad case. Ermm, why I suddenly interested with him? Because he was standing behind me that night, I turned back then he made a "hi" sign and smile to me. OMG!!! My friend said I was lucky because he seldom smile but in fact I kept seeing his smile that night. HAHAHA. He was cute! =)
Sad case again, my heart already has an owner T___T So, even I am interested with that guy, I will not try to know him or keep in touch with him. My cousin and friends seem like more "high" than me. They kept asking me to find where is the guy just now when we were at hall for Talent Time Night 2013. I even received 2 messages from my cousin. The contents are >> "i saw ur XX at new town" "he sits at last 2nd row". HAHAHA. Ai yo, my cousin was so cute. Luckily the gang went out half way just now. Maybe go to club =( or else my cousin definitely will push me to him if she sees him >_<||| Thanks God!
